It all began one night in a premonitional dream on July 9, 1999, when gradually, yet certainly, my life's composure was shifting and remolding into a new and unpredictable way of life. It was as though a fountain of newborn essence had sprouted within me; my being up to then parted (death) and emerged as a new birth (resurrection) to experience something utterly extraordinary.
The supernatural world of events continued and with each event, my limited world was forced to open further, penetrating and expanding in front of me with a new vision of an unfolding dimensional world.
I had visitors from the light; these visitors were high master-teachers of the historical personages. These visits continued for several months. However, there was a pre-introduction to be invited to the magical world. The Light-being called Zadkiel came suddenly. I heard the voice saying, "I am Zadkiel." I said "Who? Zadkiel?" The voice was undistinguishable, and I failed to detect whether the voice was male or female. The next moment I saw an explosion of a bright white light burst out in my bedroom and I was momentarily blinded. To my amazement, I thought I saw a silhouette within the light, a silhouette of wings, of which there was more than one pair.
There were a few days of interval between Zadkiel's invocation and the visitors of great beings' lengthy introductions. They came one by one until the night of an initiation ritual for St. Germain. My curiosity was utterly aroused by the extraordinary occurrence and it directed me into a great deal of research and analysis to find its profound implications. Although I didn't know what to think of it at first, I was ready to follow those irresistible, magnetic energies which led to guidelines of requirements for my future service to humanity. I was expecting something more be happening.
My mysterious experience begun with Zadkiel, the carrier of the Purple Light which, as explained in Yetsirah, a world of formation in the tree of life, is the very first initiator, one of the nine high-ranking celestial angels, the angel of benevolence, mercy, memory, righteousness of God and chief of the order of dominations. In Maseket Azilut, Zadkiel is listed as a co-chief with Gabriel of the order of Shinanim, as well as the nine rulers of heaven, and is one of the seven Archangels who stand in the presence of God. In the Zohar (154a), Zadkiel is represented as one of two chieftains; also, in the magical book Hollenz- wang of Dr. Faust, Zadkiel is the regent of Mephistopheles and called an enthroned angel of the holy Jehovah. Furthermore, in A Theological Discourse ofAngeles, Zadkiel is the ruler of the planet Jupiter, and is also ascribed by some writers of holding back Abraham's arm when the patriarch was about to sacrifice his son Isaac.
"Seeing is believing," yet my investigation has yet been brought an absolute clarity in connection to Zadkiel and the Purple Light and only my assumptions remained. Zadkiel represents initiation rites of Purple Fire, the most high transmuting fire breath of Holy Amethyst, and is profoundly associated with Alchemy. Alchemy is a symbolic representation of its essence. It suggests that Zadkiel is the messenger and deliverer of Purple Fire (Light).
Immediately after startling entry by Zadkiel, my very first significant visitor was Jesus Christ. He explained to me about our connections and he became my constant visitor. He guided me for nearly one year and this event occurred even after I accepted St. Germain as my official guide. I was continually surrounded by their dual energies. The next being was the Holy Mother and she also became my frequent companion for a marked period of time. Saint Magdalene, Francisco Zaviel of Assisi, Ezekiel the prophet, Kutumi, Babaji, Abraham, the previous John Pope II before he was reincarnated in this lifetime, a Native American Indian from the Apache tribe, fully dressed as the most high ranking of his tribe, many European Kings, scholars, and philosophers have visited. I was absolutely captivated by the entire mesmerizing event; it was beyond my comprehension, like being in the Twilight Zone. I felt my body temperature decrease significantly during every encounter with each being, yet I slipped into the deeper levels of meditation as time went by. Upon arriving at the deepest level of meditation, I was elevated into a state of infinite trance and I felt only a wish to remain there forever.
According to the esoteric tradition, the most important duties of these high master-teachers have in common are to comfort and to enlighten spiritual seekers of all paths. The dialogue with each visitor lasted 30 minutes to nearly one hour. I recorded them immediately after each visit was over. Likewise, they came night after night and I wondered, how long will these amazing nights continue? Whom or what was I going to expect next?
The messages from these high master-teachers were, to some extent, similar to one another, and each foretold my future duties that must be served, although they did not reveal what exactly these duties are. I was not prepared as to how to take the astounding premonitory utterance, and it took me a while to fully acknowledge my destiny. I decided to go with the flow, observing as a bystander, and preparing to be ready for anything that surfaced. Although I wondered that these master teachers came only to deliver the messages; the whole event made me suspicious that some unpredictable event might follow later. I thought nothing is more mysterious than what I am experiencing; I was ready for almost anything that might happen.
These messages were released gently yet they sounded like commands; each left an unforgettable impression upon me aside from the benevolence and grace that are so unique to the human body, and which yield different characteristics and mannerisms of the messangers. Perhaps this uniqueness is generated through something more than its essence, in connection to the biological body: the flesh, blood, bone, including personalities and characteristics that each being once possessed. It is almost as though they had yet retained some physical essence. Also, there were obvious similarities in their attitudes, which in the gentleness of their approach to everything, consciously try not to reveal too much in response to my certain inquiries, since their purpose is to guide us for our betterment and growth. These characteristics were expressed through their loving, blissful aura, which surrounded them, and it is inexplicable. Perhaps only the experienced know what it is.